Have you ever experienced someone who slapped you on your face? and someone who slapped your heart by painful words that you will never forget through your lifetime? Which is harder to forget? Which is more painful? Which? "Words are hard to forget.."
"My tears slowly flowing on my lonely face When I remember my sacrificer, supporter and my defender: my sublime mother"
"Every time my father speaks.. it touches my heart but touches like a knife that slowly breaking my baby wings to fly higher through my beautiful dreams"
"One night, I was about to sleep because I'm so tired from graveyard schedule of work. I'm so weak so I lie down. I wake up, its already late in the evening. So i stand up to eat my dinner.
When I start to eat, my father saw me. He said: '"I'm not proud of you, maybe you are not also proud of me.your like a foolish teacher"..
My ears slowly ringing on, my heart slowly bleeding, my mind is slowly blocking.. I don't know where those words came from.., but all i
know, Those words stop me from dreaming for myself, for my family and for our future..."
I slowly walk outside the house, not even finishing my dinner. My eyes become red and i feel water flowing down my pale face. I can't stop it, I need to release this.
My heart is under madness and hatred, they slowly eating my whole life..,
Suddenly, i hear the whisper of God, comforting me and letting me express what's inside my sad heart..
I pray, but hope is still on the ground and i don't want to pick it up. Why should I? Why this?
My heart is still burning, its so heavy,.. so heavy.. so heavy... that I can't carry..
I almost pack up my things and ready to leave. But suddenly, I remember my mother, my tears flow again. I stop for a while and say: My mother!, I still have her, my brothers and my sisters"
Hope reigns over me again.. I know, God is on my side so He touches my mind just to remember them....
My father... I don't know how to face him: how to... I don't know.
Time can heal everything, time can only tell, time can only do it.. and God can only Make it!!!..
I still have THEM..,, I need to continue life...
"My tears slowly flowing on my lonely face When I remember my sacrificer, supporter and my defender: my sublime mother"
"Every time my father speaks.. it touches my heart but touches like a knife that slowly breaking my baby wings to fly higher through my beautiful dreams"
"One night, I was about to sleep because I'm so tired from graveyard schedule of work. I'm so weak so I lie down. I wake up, its already late in the evening. So i stand up to eat my dinner.
When I start to eat, my father saw me. He said: '"I'm not proud of you, maybe you are not also proud of me.your like a foolish teacher"..
My ears slowly ringing on, my heart slowly bleeding, my mind is slowly blocking.. I don't know where those words came from.., but all i
know, Those words stop me from dreaming for myself, for my family and for our future..."I slowly walk outside the house, not even finishing my dinner. My eyes become red and i feel water flowing down my pale face. I can't stop it, I need to release this.
My heart is under madness and hatred, they slowly eating my whole life..,
Suddenly, i hear the whisper of God, comforting me and letting me express what's inside my sad heart..
I pray, but hope is still on the ground and i don't want to pick it up. Why should I? Why this?
My heart is still burning, its so heavy,.. so heavy.. so heavy... that I can't carry..
I almost pack up my things and ready to leave. But suddenly, I remember my mother, my tears flow again. I stop for a while and say: My mother!, I still have her, my brothers and my sisters"
Hope reigns over me again.. I know, God is on my side so He touches my mind just to remember them....
My father... I don't know how to face him: how to... I don't know.
Time can heal everything, time can only tell, time can only do it.. and God can only Make it!!!..
I still have THEM..,, I need to continue life...
1 comment:
hi! your words pierced my heart, i may not truly understand how you feel but know that I know how hard it is to go through such a situation....
i'm here, I'm a friend... know that in your heart.....
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